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A half opened blindfold

I wish I  knew. I just wish that everything I had thought was all right, but sadly it was not. I am a mother of a young child, turning terrible or terrific two as few hopeful will put it, few days from now. I had him in my mind even before the moment I compromised my purity with the man I used to ask help for all my projects. I was not sure what to become if ever he will come earlier than expected. But he waited. he came, I think on the the moment he is supposed to be, but as the Lord had prepared him well on coming out this planet, though both our journey was not an easy one. He choose to survived and overcame adversities. O we choose to, or maybe should it be the other way. And so, it will end my journey. Though I was happy, I was not fully aware of the unfolding new chapter of my life. A messy and chaotic one. No, insane, would suits it better. They say you can not like something you are actually in love with. So where does love lies inside me now, when I don't like ...